I got typing works with Murali chettan and I was busy with it for the last few days. I did not get any time to update my blog on those days. Usually it ends on 12 am and I start to college at 9 am. Days were busy and mind also. I am a hardworker in general but the return was too little. It may be because of my work pattern and junks in the mind. Always I got up with some personal thoughts related to me, which impeded me to bring me everything to my mind in an unambigous way.
Eventhough I usually try to clear the personal matters and problems with others. Same way I cleared the probelms with my friends and now, there is no misunderstandings with them. The only problem is remains, which is with my mother and father, always they say that I dont love them. I dont know why they are telling like this, but they told me the reason that, I am still studying and do not buy new dresses. According to me these are silly matters but not to them.
I have discussed my Italy programme to my guide as Dr. Shahin told me to do so, but she opposed it at the first instance. I told her my idea of going to Italy, that was to help few other poor students to go to college, not for me. The people near to me know that I dont want money, I am not interested with money. I told the same to her also, but.....
It is true that the chinese proverb, that, "the secret between two people is a secret always, but the secret between three people is known to all"
The days gone very fast, same way, Lunch from lady's hostel(priya hostel), entering to lab at 10 am leaving at 4 pm , typing until 12 am. some times have the breakfast, dinner from Bhoomika.
Today I planned to start my work after borrowing 20000 rupees from friends again. Still I am in debt nearly 20000 which I have borrowed from friends also. I dont know how to ask it again from them. If I am not starting my work now, I cannot publish any paper at all.
GOD (ALLAH) will help me.....he is with me always....
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