A moody day

I had a number of plan when I came to the college today, but I did not get any interest to do anything. I dont know the reason. I did not had the breakfast but had a tea with Santhana krishnan. Eventhough, I cant find anything to force me to do the planed things. I had a plan writing the book but did not have the mood to write.
After having the lunch from Bhoomika (got parcel), i felt the same, I spent time infront of the computer. As time passes, my head gave me a signal of pain on there. yes, it is continuing as it started yesterday. I have been feeling the head ache for the two days in eveining. I dont know the reason, may be something on my mind to disturb the normal state of the mind, other wise I never feel an headache.
K. Rajasekhar sir told me to go to Centum tution center, upper floor of the Cheran Book house , twon hall, Gandhipuram to meet the head of the tution center. There is vacancy for a physics teacher and he recomended me for that post. I planned to go there at 6 pm and went to the room to take a rest and get a relief from headache, but it continued and I was not able to go there. I called to inform them and I called to Planetutor to know the interview result, where I have attended an interview for an online tutot, but Leena told me that they did not get any students for the tution but they have a vacancy for online tutor full time (10 pm to 8 am) and I rejected that offer.
I called to sajesh to tell him my state and to get a relief from headache, but no solution, It may be because of my food intake as he told me so. I am not following a time table for food and not having food at the right time. After I got a call from Italy, Dr. Shahin asked me the next plan. He told me to keep the confidence until they publish the result and left everything to Allah.I called to home, talked with mother, she has the same complaint that I dont love them.
A number of ways are there infront of me, but no way to enter to them. If one close one, another opens, but here everything is opening and closing as such.
While coming to lab after the dinner I got a call from my brother, he asked me about a psychologist. I suggested Clinical Psychologist Dr.Hafiz mohammed from Baby memorial hospital, Calicut as I got this information from Jaleel sir, CIGI Calicut. His friend in a depressed condition because of his family situation.
My brother called me to discuss this matter a week before. The immediate problem is that his friend has a plan to divorce his wife and he his depressed. His friend just came to Jiddha but returning after a week stay there because of this problems. He got a little kid also. When my brother came to know this matter he informed me and I suggested his friend to go for a counciling before divorcing his wife. Because my brother know that I had manged the similar problem before. This time I contacted Jaleel CIGI to get an expert on clinical psychology and he suggested me to consult Dr. Hafis mohhammed.
Life is entirely different from our imagination. It is the world of difference and indifference. Each people have thier own world and expectations. When one fails to understand others world, there occur a clash of personalities. Who find time to understand other's world?

After all, it is the life....yes IT IS THE LIFE...it will not come as I think...